So when I was little I wanted to be a pilot, a singer, a lawyer, and a dancer. Those are all that I can remember. I almost went through a phase where I didn't know what I wanted to be at all. That was okay, it came with the age. In high school, I decided on becoming a doctor. For some reason, there came the urgent realization that WHATEVER field I went into I had to be the absolute best in it! If I was going to be a pilot, i had to own an airplane company. If I was going to be a lawyer, I would strive to be on congress. I longed for a lifetime education.
Amongst the desire to continuously be educated for the rest of my life I have other dreams. My mom told me that there are 3 really important decisions you will make in life
1. College
2.Career
3.Spouse
Possibly in that order. Lately I've been thinking about more than my education and career. It's easy to focus on that alone. I have done deep searching and realized that I am in desperate need of a family. I would enjoy having a strong family that goes to church every week, eats dinner (at the table) on most evenings. A family that hosts barbecues, goes on vacation, and has it's share of issues, but loves each other all the more. This is not to say that I am not pleased with my current family. I absolutely love my family, as broken as it may be. (more on them later) But I believe I'm destined to change some things.
Now, I expect to see certain goals (more on those later)
In five years, I would expect to be finished with college. Midway through or completed with my graduate degree. Medical school? or PA? idk yet. I would expect to be in a steady relationship looking to planning a wedding. Simple enough?
In 10 years (and this is as far as i'm gong for now), i would expect to see myself married. Maybe 2 or 3 children already. we would be enjoying the good times, family vacation to Hawaii, backyard bar-b-q's. Visits to distant relatives. By now I would have had my dream ring from tiffany and co. :) Sounds like bliss to me...
but yea, thats what I expect in life. As you get older your dream shrinks because your running out of time to make them. I'd like to keep them as broad as possible for as long as possible.
Now I understand that I've used the term, "i expect" alot in this entry. But it's true. I know things may be subject to change and alteration, according to a Will greater than mine. But that's ok, I'll be able to handle whatever comes in life.
"*_*" <3
